Baby son:
Hello!
I am your father, that is, your father. Of course, you can also call me "Dad". A typical poor second-generation grassroots webmaster born in the 1980s. Today, with great pain, Dad is here to express his deep regret to you!
Your father and my life are a contradictory stage of sunshine and decadence. I never forget to brag in QQ, never forget to study in front of the computer, and study various technologies. One person is responsible for the architecture, planning, customer service, technology, art, editing and many other titles of N websites. Your father and I don’t have many casual friends, and we don’t have a unique and fashionable street culture. Your dad and I like to look at beautiful women when I go shopping, but unfortunately beautiful women don’t like to look at your dad. It’s not because your dad and I are not handsome enough, just because your dad is too dull and can’t talk when he’s off the Internet! But I will whisper in the crowd like a tide. I bow my head in repentance for you.
Son, before you have a chance to jump out for a breath of fresh air, as a father, I have already sentenced you to death. This is my fault. Son, besides deeply repenting, dad also deeply repented. Repent that dad was a poor second generation born in the 1980s. Repent that you should not have had a dad in such an era! Son, I am not a cruel dad, but in the world of life, There is so much helplessness and sadness. Son, maybe you will never know my sadness, just as the day does not understand the darkness of the night.
Tonight, please forget me. Son, don’t say that dad doesn’t understand you.
Son, you may not know that as a "poor second generation" child, you were lost at the starting line of life as soon as you were born.
If the starting line of life for the children of the "second generation rich" and "second generation officials" is on the shoulders of their parents and grandparents, the starting line for the children of the "second generation poor" is in the dark and damp basement. Your father, I don't want you to be called the so-called "poor third generation". There are too many uncertainties in your father's life today, and he can only live on the support of your grandparents and poor advertising income. Whether you can have a meager income depends on Du Niang's face and the alliance's mood. Before you escape poverty and embarrassment, my father thinks it is best not to give birth to you; if you had the choice, I think you would not be willing to be reincarnated into a "poor second generation" family. Even if you don't dislike your father, you may not be able to escape the vicious and ferocious face of poisonous milk powder, and even poisonous rice, waste oil, Sudan red, etc. .
Son, as a "poor second generation" child, your education and growth will be at a disadvantage.
Let’s not talk about the “financial education” of school education resources. Dad also has no way to pay the huge “sponsorship fee” in another place, as well as those messy wolf-hearted fees. These astronomical fees are really frustrating for you. Dad, my heart breaks a thousand times but it’s hard to implement! In this society where money is worshiped, interests are above all else, everything is about money, power is money, and power and money rule, many people born in the 1980s like your father and me, looking at society The injustice, corruption, extravagance, waste, depravity, cunning, and deception caused me to lose myself in my prime youth, unable to find the direction of my pursuit. The originally passionate and motivated heart was bit by bit destroyed by the cruel reality. Eaten away. What is left is a feeling of dissatisfaction, resentment, drifting with the crowd, and self-destruction. Dad doesn’t want you to make the same mistakes as your fathers in the future!
Son, your father and I were once full of pride and enthusiasm. I always naively thought that if you give me a lever, I can lift one end of the earth, and if you give me a long ladder, I can climb up to the sky. But what now?
Career: What I am doing now is just to survive and I don’t see the direction of struggle, and my poor income has deprived me of all my freedom and ideals. But for the damn ranking and the damn traffic, I have to persist, because this is the reality. Love: Without the time to accompany you day and night, without the backing of money and power, if you want to talk about love in today’s society? It’s just empty talk! So I’m alone so far. Family: Looking at my life being gradually eroded by the ruthless years, my parents (that is, your grandparents) who worked tirelessly for my happiness, your father, I really feel that I am unworthy of their upbringing and their kindness. Their doting feelings are worthy of their ardent hope that their children will become successful.
Son, your father and I also have idols: Li Xingping, Cai Wensheng and many other successful webmasters are my idols. I also regard them as my goals, and I will get a few hits on their websites. Your dad and I are crazy too, because a certain webmaster traveled thousands of miles and stayed up for two nights to meet and chat with friends he had been dating for a long time. During the party, he drank, ate meat and boasted. We had a common topic and a common ideal. Because we have a common name——Grassroots!
Son, believe me, if I can't be your father, I will be his father. One day you will be very proud and shout loudly: "My father is Ji Yi!".
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